Psalms 6

We had an open Daily rush today- 10 shots of anything we wanted. I felt for some reason God pressing me to do this Psalm He used a few months back that really sits heavy with me. I had done something in disobedience and I knew it, maybe it would seem small to anyone else, but to whom much is given much is required... and I've been given so much of Him. I reached my end and was literally crying out to the Lord, weeping like I don't think I ever have in my entire life. I was fighting with God, wrestling with Him like Jacob. He showed me Psalm 6 through it all. Showing me how He doesn't just want me when I'm altogether  and a good Christian girl. He wants my anger, He wants my sadness. He wants me to be raw and real with Him. David was so real and true with God. So much so in fact I think we over-look Psalms like this because we don't understand how he could speak to God this way. That night I cried out to God nearly these same words and afterward he showed me how a man after His own heart had done so too.
God wants us to be real with Him.

Psalm 6